Humility

HUMBLE, that shall b my topic today...i wanna b more humble...i only realize how proud i hv been lately..thinking i deserve this this n this for my job...thinking i deserve that that and that in a friend...deserving this n that from my family and myself...its this pride tht makes me hv expectations for jobs, friends, family and self tht im unable to meet the expectations n feel angry at myself

time to slug it off, yea...maybe the pays low...but if i wan to work less hectic..thts the life it will b...dont think of it as forever, if my karma is good..then i will b able to find something which gives me more money in the future yea? hahaha time to relax..get off the high horse...n just go w the flow...if i flow...i will flow to where im supposed to be!

also..i need to stop asking of things from others..lately i realize tht im someone tht gives 50% in any relationships n expect another 50% bk...my giving comes w expectation n thus is not unconditional..i wanna b appreciated...wanna b rmb...wanna b important...so its not pure liao haha!

to b pure..we hav to b humble..never think tht we DESERVE to b respectd bk..or tht we DESERVE to b treated in certain ways...tht we DESERVE to know or DESERVE to hv something..if a kindness is offerd by someone, we accept it gratefully bcoz not everyone will offer, if noone offers, dont think I AM SO AND SO, I DONE THIS AND THAT, IM BETTER THAN OTHERS, I SHOULD HAVE AN OFFER!..hahaha no la..it doesnt work like this...humble is not thinking so lowly of ourselves that we feel we do not deserve the things in life..humble is not EXPECTING others to treat us in certain ways, but if we r blessed and lucky to hv it, then we must b truly APPRECIATIVE, GRATEFUL and HAPPY.

"Humility does not mean thinking less of yourself than of other people, nor does it mean having a low opinion of your own gifts. It means freedom from thinking about yourself at all. ~William Temple"

hahaha i like this quote..explains what im struggling to explain haha!! okay..tht will b the end for this post then! =)