it is back! the jealous green monster is here again...i feel it...the bitterness of not being as friendly as nice as other ppl...all stemming from the thought of comparing myself w other ppl...
honestly, im kinda at a lost..on one hand, i think maybe ppl treat me in a certain way bcoz i treat them in a certain way, n maybe i should change myself to b better so that i get better treatment...on the other hand, i have to stop picking on myself n thinking tht im not good enough, i should love myself as i truly am, even for the parts which r jealous n bitter...i realize tht these jealousy tendencies r not ME or MINE but they arise due to ignorance of objects n other things!...
hmm u know what...i think i solved my own bitterness...not be worried...i will constantly improve n be nicer, be warmer, give ppl confidence, reliability and trust!! at the same time, not pick on myself for being not nice at time, bcoz it is not ME, it is just a thought, it is just an emotion...it is not MINE =)
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do ur best, but u r ok =)
ReplyDeleteshare wif some of ur friends maybe it will help
btw i'll go back tomorrow, c u when i'm around in malaysia again uncle.... I'll be back ^^
take care bro, uncle n ming han =)
Gambatte, Harrison!! =)))
ReplyDeletethx for the snack from taiwan!! =P
haha heys guys! thanks =)
ReplyDeletejim, see u next time u return LoL hope u bring happy news the next time u come bk
devi, its my pleasure =)